Sunday, October 01, 2006

I need to write

You took advantage of me, lied to me, minimized my reality in comparison to your own, disserted me and then asked be my friend. Its hard for me to even swallow this. I don't understand in which reality it makes sense to you to attempt to keep me in your life after you wreck mine. I am so at a loss for words. What more can be done but to laugh? This must be joke. I cannot imagine that if I am as mature as you say I am... That if I am more mature than you actually... I would in my right mind, after the pain that I have endored even consider giving you any space in world. I think maybe I need to digest this a little more before I can truely even begin to wrap my brain around it...before i can grasp you becoming upset with me for lack of sensitivity. WHO ARE YOU!!! you are no one and asking to become a someone again.